I doubt if anyone will read this as I haven't posted for so long.
I've been off social media / my Facebook account is deactivated because they're scumbags who can't be trusted and I haven't been reading blogs because I wanted to avoid reading about other people doing a much better job of living their lives than me.
But not reading the blogs I enjoy by people I like and respect has just meant not getting inspired or supported and so I've done even worse.
Bingeing - 3 times this week alone.
Eating gluten - so digestive things aren't working properly.
Feeling sorry for myself to the degree that I'm not even writing on my side projects properly.
Basically I'm failing at life right now.