Monday, 23 April 2012

Scale fear

I’m still not brave enough to face the scales… my husband tells me I look great (and if actions speak louder than words he means it Devil) but that’s not what I see when I look in the mirror, and as much as I’d like to feel happy because of his opinion, my own feelings are still pretty unimpressed. I know I’ve brought it on myself, and I’m planning to do much better from here on, but I have said that so many times lately… I’m pretty tired from the weekend so hopefully I’ll find some sliver of positive thinking when I feel a bit more energetic… hopefully. This morning I tried on a dress I hoped to take on my next holiday and it fit. Then I tried another one on… and the zip broke without even getting over my thighs. That was not a happy moment for me (even though it always fit like a second skin and never felt like it was brilliantly made…)

No training today. As for walking – maybe about 3 miles. I went to Reading on the train, did a few errands in the rain, and then went to M&S to try to buy some more feminine clothes as I feel like a misshapen sack of spuds these days. I did find a few good bits (including a very fitted size 10 dress – and even though I know ALL about vanity sizing, which I believe is the specialist subject of M&S, I was still happyier about that!!!)

Food today:

Breakfast: All bran with raisins and peaches

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Lunch: Home-made cream of mushroom soup with added spinach and chicken

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Dinner: Vegetable fried rice with grilled asparagus

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Snacks: Greek yoghurt with summer berries

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