Disappeared for several days while eating like I’ve just been given a week to live (what? of course I’m going to pig myself stupid if that ever happens!!! I’m a binge-eater, remember???)
A couple of days I was just busy (still eating out loads, but also going to the cinema to see Puss in Boots 3D, having a visit from my lovely brother, going for 5 mile walks etc. And then there were the times I sat down at my PC, all set to write another ‘I overate but now I’m determined to start over’ post and just couldn’t face you all…
I am really sick of doing this. I’m not enjoying the meals out as much, and yesterday I binged on gf date & walnut slices (plus some other stuff) even though they weren’t that great. Walking home from dinner yesterday I was in physical pain from my ultra-stuffed stomach. Or maybe cramps from a laxative I’d already taken, I can’t even tell which.
I hate weighing myself right now, and am trying not to look in the mirror. I have cold sores all over my top lip, a sore throat, and I’m walking around in a mind fog 90% of the time. I have to stop this, but I really don’t seem to have any mojo left to work with.